Don't let this win over you.

The quick bullet, a tough one to dodge
and no one ever does
It cuts fast and deep, keeps you from sleep
And you just have to let it bleed
I know the pain, it's all too familiar
If I could seek words to help, you know I would

And they would end the pain
But you will have to let this make you stronger
It's difficult to overcome

The name of a ghost still dancing on our tongues
So bittersweet, these memories
I wish they could have taken me
And you will struggle through tough times
And destroy all your fears
Don’t let this win over you

Soon you will end the pain
And you will say that it did make you stronger
This is how you overcome

Voices fade away; And we’ve all heard it sung
They fade away, as the memory; You really don't know what you got till it's gone
The memory remains; And then you want it back so much
Nobody ever warned you…

Breathe in, take in it deep
Cross your heart, it's yours for you to keep
Wishful? I guess I never was
I am looking up now, death can't change us

Breathe in, take in it deep; And I will keep, pieces of you alive in me
Cross your heart, it's yours for you to keep; Your spirit carries on.
Wishful? I guess I never was; And I will keep, pieces of you alive in me
I am looking up now, death can't change us; Your spirit carries on.

I will, stand alone
I will, learn from this, I will
I will, mourn the loss and I will be stronger



The lyrics that has been put on top brings an effect to anyone's life. For example anyone who undergo heartbreaks and tough times. The words that have been used by the artist itself really encourages us to turn over a new leaf and move on with life and treat the past events as a lesson. It does brings an effect to me afterall.

It is always important to know
when something has reached its end.
Closing circles, shutting doors, finishing chapters,
it doesn't matter what we call it;
what matters is to leave behind us in the past
those moments in life that are over.

Catching Up

I went to meet Epah and Fursyam yesterday at Bugis at around 5 in the evening right after Epah finishes her work. Since Fursyam and Epah haven't met for about 3 months, so I just planned to meet them up so that they could catch up. We went for our dinner before that and we head down to the riverside to talk about all our unpleasant experiences and some random stuffs! I seriously think that we all had a lot of fun taking pictures and had our conversation with each other. I just hope that me and Fursyam made Epah her day! Meanwhile here are the pictures...



The pictures are a bit too blurry by the way. So i guess you can just bare with it for a while since we're using our own "spectacular" phone cameras. Some of the pictures are with fursyam so i just hope that he uploads it cause he's quite lazy to upload his tumblr account.







I tried to make you see that you were all i need
I'd change my ways for you our lives spoke only truth
In time you'd make me see that you were there for me...

I'm fxcking stoked right now! Know why? Cause paramore's coming to singapore on the 7 of march next year. It'll be held at the indoor stadium. I would bet the tickets will be sold out really fast. Can't wait!!

Cobus's amazing drumming

Firstly, i changed my theme because this video just doesn't fit my old theme. I mean the width and the length of this video.

Secondly, i changed my music skin into that because mixpod does not have music with mp3 license on it. So i just have to settle with a video instead.

Thirdly, all my links to the other bloggers have gone! Maybe due to the change of theme. But it should be up soon.

Lastly, that guy on top. That's Cobus. Watch him when he plays amazingly at the very last of the kelly clarkson song. I was fascinated when he did that.

...When we least expect it,
life sets us a challenge to test our courage
and willingness to change...

It's a Pity.

I was on my way back home from settling my Singtel bills when i was confronted by a man who seems to be in his 30's carrying a child with him.

Well actually i didn't notice him while i was walking to the bus-stop near the alkaff mosque. Suddenly he came to me and tell me this :

"Bang, bleh mintak tolong, macam mane nak pegi woodlands?"
(Translation: May i know, how can i go to woodlands)

And i told him there's no straight bus to go there. Instead he can take 228 or 60 to bedok and continue taking 168 to woodlands. And then he continue:

"Saya punya card ez-link kene congkong arh. Kalau dari sini nk pegi bedok harga 1 dollar abeh biler naik 168 harga 1.90. Dengan budak ni lagi."
(Translation: My ez-link was stolen. If i were to take 228 or 60 from here, that would cost me a dollar. And when i take 168 that would cost me another $1.90.)

Actually he was asking indirectly for money and i know that. At that point of time, i was thinking if i should give him the money or walk off. And then his child says: " Ayah, Aiman lapar". Which means that his child was hungry. Looking at the child's eyes, i really can see that he's pleading his dad to get him some food.

At first i thought of giving him 3 dollars for his bus fare. But since the condition's getting worse, i gave them 10 bucks and i told him that he should get his son some food and for himself as well. And finally settle his bus fare. Immediately, he thanked me, like really, really thanked me. Everyone else at the bus-stop was looking at me.

When he was getting ready to leave, I asked him. "Where's your wife?" He told me that, his wife had left him for another man because that man had money. It's a pity...




And the shapes we want to see
Don't leave
Another piece that this puzzle needs
The waiting is the hardest thing to take